I'm really worried and a little scared
my boss asked me today about switching my job to work study...
i want to lie and say i dont qualify
i want to tell her it will mess with my financial aid
i want to tell her that after 3 years of fucking BULLSHIT, SWEAT, BLOOD(AND I AM NOT KIDDING), LATE NIGHTS, LONG HOURS, AND STUPID 15 HOUR DAYS THAT THIS IS THE THANKS I GET, A FUCKING CUT IN MY FINANCIAL AID?
i want to tell her to take this job and try, just try and find someone who will care
i want to tell her to go fuck a goat
god i am so pissed, god i want to cry, god i will someone would give me a fucking break and let me be. JUST LET ME BE!!!!
LET ME GET MY EDUCATION WITH NO HEADACHES, TEARS AND WORRY. IM FINE WITH ESSAYS, PRESENTATIONS AND READING, BUT DONT GIVE ME SOMETHING ELSE TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAVE ENOUGH ALREADY.
god i miss my parents, i didnt have to rely on a white screen and buttons that do now convey the feelings i want to scream to the world. it only mocks me, gives me the false hope that someone will hear the voice in the lines, read the feeling in my words. the faint rely only makes it worse, one or two lineas saying that everything is fine, how are you?
i write to this white screen things in my head, and all i get is a fine. perhaps thier white screen swallows the words, of they just dont care.
I need to get out of here.
i want to lie and say i dont qualify
i want to tell her it will mess with my financial aid
i want to tell her that after 3 years of fucking BULLSHIT, SWEAT, BLOOD(AND I AM NOT KIDDING), LATE NIGHTS, LONG HOURS, AND STUPID 15 HOUR DAYS THAT THIS IS THE THANKS I GET, A FUCKING CUT IN MY FINANCIAL AID?
i want to tell her to take this job and try, just try and find someone who will care
i want to tell her to go fuck a goat
god i am so pissed, god i want to cry, god i will someone would give me a fucking break and let me be. JUST LET ME BE!!!!
LET ME GET MY EDUCATION WITH NO HEADACHES, TEARS AND WORRY. IM FINE WITH ESSAYS, PRESENTATIONS AND READING, BUT DONT GIVE ME SOMETHING ELSE TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAVE ENOUGH ALREADY.
god i miss my parents, i didnt have to rely on a white screen and buttons that do now convey the feelings i want to scream to the world. it only mocks me, gives me the false hope that someone will hear the voice in the lines, read the feeling in my words. the faint rely only makes it worse, one or two lineas saying that everything is fine, how are you?
i write to this white screen things in my head, and all i get is a fine. perhaps thier white screen swallows the words, of they just dont care.
I need to get out of here.