my thanksgiving day eve rant

[cappelli]

 I need an escape from everything i feel like i need to drive away to some remote place just so i can breathe. Everyone else gets to have bad days and feel down, but not me. For once in my life it would be nice to be weak and feel sorry for myself, but i cant because so many people depend on me to be their rock and no one can balance on one that is

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[qtwidabooty417]

and what about me and cavan? especially me?!! i love u with all my heart. im honestly ashamed to say we've known each other for as long as we have, and didn't become close until this past year. But we have and i can honestly call u my best friend. u've been there for me, but im not sure u understand that it is a two-way street. if u need somebody to talk to, just call me or come over. I don't mind listening or even seeing u cry, if u need to let it out, thats what friends are for. no matter how silly or stupid u think the situation is. if its enough to get under ur skin, then it is enough for me to be there for u. =)