When you feel all alone, and the world has turned it's back on you.

[capncrazylegs]

Why we gotta play the hate game? Why can't everyone just totally get along ya know? Guess that's just the way life rolls! I know I've got a couple problems, but doesn't everybody? Everybody has a past, you can't just be placed to decide who's a bad person just because you haven't done something bad in the same general area. Or maybe you have, but you realize your mistakes, but haven't told anyone so you try to look like the bigger man so people can just jump over befriending that person (possibly even trying to steal friends by revealing these fictions or nonfictions) and go straight to the purely cleansed you? Just live, love, life guys. It's actually totally not that hard. Unless you have a hard time loving, which involves a relationship of any kind (or else you are a stalker of some sort..) which also involves a give and take relationship no matter how you look at it, which in the last turning point involves the giving of anything to make that person happy (which is an easy thing to do if you are this big strong person) and opening up and accepting help. Taking in other words, taking the advice of others, the friendly ridicule, the anything that involves opening up the side of you that's most afraid of being hurt. So we keep it shielded, for what reason? So we can never actually be fully read by anyone, when that's what you really want anyways, just for someone to know how you think, why you think. Though as soon as they do you know they got through the wall, so you back off a bit hoping they give up and you're now back to what? No one to keep close as times go by, to share your pain when need be? What kind of living is that? It's not being alive at all! Only just enough to not feel pain, when pain is a part of life! Things happen, people deceive, wars start, people die, back stab, fight, kiss, love, everything they can to feel like they lived life with memories to go back to.

So when you have kids next to you on your deathbed (which most likely won't happen if you didn't open up that wall and let people live life with you) you can say to them, "Just live life, love! Oh, and don't forget to smile!

This is totally a better way to save my writing. Which I'll probably be doing more of, I just love it!