I realized a lot this weekend. And I learned a lot today. And I'm not sure what to do with it all right now. I'm kind of freaked out.

Sorry for the cryptic, but I don't know how else to say it.

I am totally copying Jessi*, but I don't think she'll mind. Her journal entry just kind of inspired me to do a little free write of my own. I felt like it was time for confessions. I was hesitant about posting this because I hate being judged when people don't understand why I do the things I do, or they think what I do is wrong. But I think I' ( Read more... )

So...I've been thinking about Josh a lot. And I don't know why. Okay, I'm lying, I know why, but I don't know if I should be. Because I don't even know if I want something here. Do I? Does he? All I know is that it's been keeping me from concentrating on my homework all day, and I need some kind of an answer. BUT...I don't have one. Blah.

I don't know what it is lately. I couldn't fall asleep Friday night because I was thinking too much. And then, Emily went to bed real early on Saturday, and I stayed up for another two hours because I knew that I wouldn't be able to get to sleep. My thoughts are taking over. And they're not really good thoughts...they're eating away at my ( Read more... )

It was nice talking to Abby tonight. We talked for a long while after everyone left, and it was just nice to be able to get everything out. I needed an impartial person to talk to, and since I've never really had that with Abby before, it was good. I feel like we've bonded. Yay ( Read more... )

Stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it...stop thinking about it... ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm supposed to say anymore. Ever ( Read more... )

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, children of all ages...it's time for another round of "What Exactly Is on Aaron's Mind ( Read more... )

Please don't jump to the conclusion that any of these are about YOU specifically ( Read more... )

So...I was supposed to hang out with Jon tonight, but his parents wouldn't let him have people over, and then his mom wouldn't let us go on a bike ride together because it was "getting too dark." Whatever. So I went for a ride by myself and ran into him outside his house...we talked for a little while, then I left. I sat on the hill near my ( Read more... )