Too Picky
So...this has been a very interesting weekend. That's all I'm going to say. It wasn't really good...or bad...just interesting.
I've decided that I just need someone in my life. Badly. And for once, I'm being picky. Granted, not as picky as I could be, but more picky than usual. There are a few people that I would gladly latch onto given the chance. Before, it was almost anyone who was attractive. But this obsession that has been growing these past few summers is begging to be fulfilled, along with a new development on the flip side. I don't know where to turn, or better yet, where I'm welcome. Only time will tell, I guess. But time does not seem to want to come to my side. I don't want something to happen with a certain person, then have the summer be over and have them be out of reach. That's just not what I'm looking for right now. Which I guess makes me a different kind of picky. Whatever. In the meantime, if you are a couple, you are not allowed around me. Seriously. Today made me realize how much I can hate people just because they are in a relationship and I don't want to have to watch it. It may not be fair, but it's how I'm working right now.
I've decided that I just need someone in my life. Badly. And for once, I'm being picky. Granted, not as picky as I could be, but more picky than usual. There are a few people that I would gladly latch onto given the chance. Before, it was almost anyone who was attractive. But this obsession that has been growing these past few summers is begging to be fulfilled, along with a new development on the flip side. I don't know where to turn, or better yet, where I'm welcome. Only time will tell, I guess. But time does not seem to want to come to my side. I don't want something to happen with a certain person, then have the summer be over and have them be out of reach. That's just not what I'm looking for right now. Which I guess makes me a different kind of picky. Whatever. In the meantime, if you are a couple, you are not allowed around me. Seriously. Today made me realize how much I can hate people just because they are in a relationship and I don't want to have to watch it. It may not be fair, but it's how I'm working right now.