Is it really all gone?
Well, I had a long talk tonight which alleviates some of my stress. But is it really all gone? Am I really relieved by the decision that we came to? I don't know. I honestly don't know. Sure, the waiting was a lot of the stress, and I was glad once I knew, but are those feelings still there? I think they are. But hey, what can I do about it? I can deal. That's what I can do. Sure, there's still something there, and I lied about that, but what can I honestly do about it? Well, I could always move out of Barre. But I'm not THAT desperate. There's always another alternative. I'm just not sure that it's the alternative I'm looking for.
If that seemed confusing to some people, don't worry, it's not supposed to. It's just my way of opening up without really opening up. My own little special way of getting the things that I'm thinking out.
If that seemed confusing to some people, don't worry, it's not supposed to. It's just my way of opening up without really opening up. My own little special way of getting the things that I'm thinking out.