Pile on the Stress

[capesideteen]

I was really stressed today. I mean really stressed. And I know parts of why I was, but the other parts are just because I was in a really bad mood and I don't really know why. I was just in an all-around bad mood today. And I was getting to that breaking point during drama club. Jeff stole a part of Amelia and my dance for his and that just pissed me off, so I promise you that if he had been in the light booth with me, I would have punched him. Hard. That's what I really need. Someone to take my anger and my stress out on. I need it really bad. The only thing is, I care about people way too much to hurt them like that. I did tell David to fuck off and get over himself, though. That helped a little. Although, I did feel kinda bad about it after. Especially after the information that I've learned tonight. But I won't go into that, since it's a private thing for him. But it's just like this summer when everything was building up inside of me and I just needed to scream. But I can't ever scream because if I'm at home, my mom will yell at me and that will just add to my stress, and if I scream at school, I'll embarrass myself. It all just sucks.

AAAAAAUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

That sucked...it didn't have any REAL volume to it. Anyway, I'm just really looking forward to the weekend coming...I hope we're all doing something, I would really hate to miss you guys this weekend, seeing as it's sorta like Halloween weekend. Talk to you all later.