fourteen. voice.

Jul 01, 2011 23:47

[Katurian is breathing hard, and each of his breaths is audible over the communicator. The inhale. The exhale. Everything is sharp and raw.]

I am scared out of my mind. And I know what you're going to say: Katurian is always scared out of his mind. But not without reason ( Read more... )

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 03:49:57 UTC
Do you need a therapist?

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 03:50:33 UTC
That's ironic.

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 03:53:04 UTC
No. I'm surrounded by therapists. I can direct one to you.

[He's trying to help. :(]

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 03:54:46 UTC
I-I--

I'm sorry. Yes, I know you are. [His voice breaks.] I already have one.

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 03:57:02 UTC
I see.

[A pause. How does he shot feelings?]

I'm sorry my information frightened you. I don't know how thoroughly we're being watched. It could be only occasional attempts.

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 03:57:58 UTC
Oh.

H-How did you hear it again?

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 04:03:03 UTC
I went back over my posts and examined the traffic on the comments. I noticed some that didn't seem to belong to identifiable members of the Network. Since I have no filtering function at the moment, it was difficult to tell what was a deliberate attempt to spy and what was misdirected spam. The recurrence of distinct IPs, which I unfortunately lack the tools to track at the moment, as well as the sophistication of the techniques suggested that it wasn't spam. This was corroborated by others.

There's still no proof it has anything to do with the abductions.

[A pause. He sounds completely serious.]

It could be spambots preparing to tap the imPort market for foreign pornography.

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 04:04:11 UTC
Excuse me?

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 04:05:19 UTC
It's not a subject I wish to discuss.

I have never clicked those links.

You shouldn't either.

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 04:10:11 UTC
The only phrase I really understood in all that was "foreign pornography."

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 04:14:31 UTC
[A pause.]

It means that there's no evidence the Network monitoring and the abductions are connected.

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 04:18:02 UTC
Like maybe they're trying to sell us porn instead.

[Half laugh!]

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 04:26:35 UTC
Through experience in this world, I've come to believe that's possible.

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 04:29:41 UTC
No, really, I wouldn't doubt it. I wouldn't doubt that's possible at all.

[Pause.]

We might not be monitored.

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voice; prodigitalson July 2 2011, 04:31:31 UTC
Correct. It might merely be programs, or "bots."

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voice; afeatherpillow July 2 2011, 04:37:32 UTC
They still knew about us.

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