Dec 22, 2008 11:28
ugh. i'm so sick of checking your facebook and livejournal once an hour even though I know you can't possibly have changed anything because you don't have internet and you probably wouldn't change anything anyway. I can't help it!
When you asked me why I care about you I didn't know what to say. Anythign I can say to explain it would be something you'd be angry to hear. I think you're a good person, i care about you, i doin' tlike hurting you. all that stuff that you'd call bullshit, and i'd agree with you excpet for the fact that its true.
When I woke up today I started thinking of my favorite times spent with you. Three or four really stick out, but I'm sure I'm forgetting so many and you'd have to remind me. Thinking like that really isn't helping my mood, but they do make me smile briefly. I wonder if there will ever be a day when I come crawling back crying and begging for you to take me back. I hope I'm not making that big of a mistake.
I'm thinking of changing my name to Never Knows Best. That or Burma Shave.