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i sit around and watch braveheart and i realize how vile things are i see what should be painfully obvious how vile the concept of nobility is england taking the scots freedom and i realize how much like william wallace i am and i fucking hate my life i'm tired of everything negative that's all i ever do i sit around and talk shit about things i walk around knowing how vile the world is forced to hate everyone and i'm tired of it it's not the way i am i just want the positive things and i laugh at the people i can se eit all the so-called enlightened people they spit back what they've been fed "oh boy gee you konw it could just never be you know" and i say it could be quite easily does william go out hunting people no he noly does when they kill his wife take from him the possibility of just being a farmer enjoying life it's fucking vile you know how things can be you kill the nobles they ask for homage when you arrive to fight you laugh and fucking kill them and say who the fuck do you thing you are you're out of this world you don't exist you shouldn't goodbye and you do that to england the ministers behind the scenes power plays people watch braveheart and they say boy kings are tyrants those nobles aren't cool at all they betrayed him but they don't fucking understand why they betrayed him or it doesn't register and these concepts are vile and they plauge me because they exist to this day and they continue to do what they've always done and it makes me really want to cry because i only want to do the happy things i want to hug people and i guess i want to kiss a girl and i want to lie back on the grass knowing i don't have to go to work on my noble's plot tomorrow and take a breath of fresh air and laugh with those around me and have no negativity around me that isn't natural and i'm so fucking bad everyone hates me i'm an anarchist right boo boo blah blah unpatriotic ATTACKING YOUR FREEDOMS BETTER KILL THOSE SCOTS RIGHT you're all fucking stuipd and i hate you and i hate you for forcing me to hate and this is how i endure it cute diatribes quit fighting it so hard there's nothing for you