Sometimes all it takes is love
Today I was playing with my nephew Hayden. He is very cute and so smart. Well I played with him for over and hour and then made him lunch, changed him and took him to bed. And my sister was like "you are going to be a great mom" And told me how great I am with kids and how I naturally attract them. And said I was so sweet and loving, but not in the mind that they could do no wrong. It was nice.
But then I was upset because my dr says I can't have kids. A different dr said it was a 90% possability that I couldn't but 10% is a chance. But I was so sad, cuz I want kids more than anything, and I might never have the chance.
But I decided that if I cant have my own, I'll adopt. PLenty of kids are parentless out there with nothing. I want to save the world.. why not save a kid. I think I am so hooked on that idea that I will adopt even if I have my own. Helping some child would make me so happy, and being able to love and care for someone who was once so helpless, would be an endless sea of happiness for me.
I'm glad I feel that way. I love kids <3
But then I was upset because my dr says I can't have kids. A different dr said it was a 90% possability that I couldn't but 10% is a chance. But I was so sad, cuz I want kids more than anything, and I might never have the chance.
But I decided that if I cant have my own, I'll adopt. PLenty of kids are parentless out there with nothing. I want to save the world.. why not save a kid. I think I am so hooked on that idea that I will adopt even if I have my own. Helping some child would make me so happy, and being able to love and care for someone who was once so helpless, would be an endless sea of happiness for me.
I'm glad I feel that way. I love kids <3