alcohol wont fix nething ... it wont. i promise you. and neither will sex. y make bad decisions just for matt. he doesnt deseerve them if hes treating you like that. dont hurt yourslf and then regret it. ilu so much ok
Its a weird situation we have. I have a problem with getting back at people or doing the "I ignore you because I'm mad at you" thing. And I dunno.. And he has a thing about not thinking.
I know alcohol won't fix anything, but its still so hard not to drink. I just find myself partying all the time. Like its a lifestyle. Only I know theres more to me and about me than that.
And sex.. I get so confused with that. Cuz we do things together but we havent had sex yet. And he doesnt push, nor ask.. and sometimes I feel bad cuz I know how he feels about it but then he knows I am a no go for it right now. And to top it all off sometimes I just want to give in and I try to, but he is always like "Sam no.. you'll regret it later." And I know he wants to just let it happen, but he cares about me. I feel guilty for it all.
It seems so complicated. I need to grow up. I love you tons babe. <3 Sam
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I know alcohol won't fix anything, but its still so hard not to drink. I just find myself partying all the time. Like its a lifestyle. Only I know theres more to me and about me than that.
And sex.. I get so confused with that. Cuz we do things together but we havent had sex yet. And he doesnt push, nor ask.. and sometimes I feel bad cuz I know how he feels about it but then he knows I am a no go for it right now. And to top it all off sometimes I just want to give in and I try to, but he is always like "Sam no.. you'll regret it later." And I know he wants to just let it happen, but he cares about me. I feel guilty for it all.
It seems so complicated. I need to grow up. I love you tons babe.
<3 Sam
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