I cry when..
I had another dr appt today. The 4th one in TWO weeks. Maybe 5th. I lose track.
I have been going through so much. I spend half my time sleeping, half my time at the Dr's. I had a cancer test last week and since then its been more tests more things. They gave me this one drink and it drained everything out of me. Then I had an MRI and wow those thigns suck. I couldnt move at all! I was unable to do it. Well I did it, but I wanted to move so bad. They take the not moving thing pretty seriously.
So since then I have just been exhausted. All I do is sleep really. And when I go out I can sit there and be tired. It's crazy. Luckily its wearing off. The past two days have been a lot better. However today I took a 3 hour nap in the middle of the day after driving from my house to the store to physical therapy. I was like sleep!
Matt is being a pain in my ass. Like on purpose, he likes to see how many buttons he can push before I want to kill him. Tonight he passed his limit. I was like "DIE". I'm such a bad girlfriend lol. But it was all in good fun :)
I go on vacation next week. I am so excited! My moms been trying to talk me out of traveling all together. She is worried about me with all these tests and such. But I assured her for the 100th time today it would be fine. I am not going to school next year. I am taking a year off then starting the fall of 2006. It is better for me that way. With my leg being broken now, and all this Dr crap and all my problems. Plus Matt. So a year off, then school. Maybe I will have a major picked out by then too.
Tomorrow will be a better day. I just know it. How lucky we are.
♥ Sam
I have been going through so much. I spend half my time sleeping, half my time at the Dr's. I had a cancer test last week and since then its been more tests more things. They gave me this one drink and it drained everything out of me. Then I had an MRI and wow those thigns suck. I couldnt move at all! I was unable to do it. Well I did it, but I wanted to move so bad. They take the not moving thing pretty seriously.
So since then I have just been exhausted. All I do is sleep really. And when I go out I can sit there and be tired. It's crazy. Luckily its wearing off. The past two days have been a lot better. However today I took a 3 hour nap in the middle of the day after driving from my house to the store to physical therapy. I was like sleep!
Matt is being a pain in my ass. Like on purpose, he likes to see how many buttons he can push before I want to kill him. Tonight he passed his limit. I was like "DIE". I'm such a bad girlfriend lol. But it was all in good fun :)
I go on vacation next week. I am so excited! My moms been trying to talk me out of traveling all together. She is worried about me with all these tests and such. But I assured her for the 100th time today it would be fine. I am not going to school next year. I am taking a year off then starting the fall of 2006. It is better for me that way. With my leg being broken now, and all this Dr crap and all my problems. Plus Matt. So a year off, then school. Maybe I will have a major picked out by then too.
Tomorrow will be a better day. I just know it. How lucky we are.
♥ Sam