most people would be ecstatic
just woke up from ambers and drove home with a splitting headache. damn.
first night in my apartment. woke up this morning thinking i was still here. laughed a little. took a shower and came to meno falls. went to target - bought a green bike for 50 bucks, locks, and an antenna. Came to the theatre, got my hours and talked to alex. Got home, got yelled at, was happy for once I had moved. anthony called me and him and angela came over to pick me up to go to mollys. It was such a fun time. We watched a ton of disney movies, well "watched" meaning they were playing while we were talking. Soon, more people arrived; wilson, alex, megan, and erin. I have never laughed so much in my life. We decided to see the village again... why the hell not. Afterwards alex made a random comment that we should all hang out more together. I agree very much. It is really odd how well we all get along. My face hurt at the end of the second movie from laughing so hard. Erin bugs me though, and i have perfect reason. i will get to that later. Oh, and by the way, i should be happy about this but i dont seem to be - I WON A TRIP TO FLORIDA FOR 5 NIGHTS IN ORLANDO. I entered a contest at brookfield square mall and they called me up today. i thought it was a scam and then they said that they were from the brookfield square mall. I get to take one other person. I guess i am not too excited because it will still end up being a shitload of money anyways if i do go. Anywho, then i went to ambers and we watched american splendor, where we all fell asleep. I saw 6 movies today.
back to the erin thing. its really odd. it doesnt seem to add up at all. she tells angela that she thinks we are friends, but then she flirts hardcore with me all the damn time. I either think that 1.) that is just her personality or 2.) she likes me a lot and hasnt told anyone.... but i think we all know which one is more accurate. I know she likes nick but she makes these small petty comments like "no, hes mine" to me and everyone and crap. she reached for my arm today and held onto it... it made me more confused. I just dont understand. Every time she is around me she laughs till she cant breath and we have a great time, but then other people treat her like crap, yet she still likes them more. Point and case... nice guy never even places. I thought it was wierd that when I asked who she liked, the first two people i guessed were nick and danny, yet she said no, and that i wouldnt be able to guess. Then, she tells me that she doesnt like danny anymore, "just so you know." She is playing with my head. I almost just want to lay it all out and tell her myself, which i should just have done in the first place. i just think its odd that every person she has liked, she has denied it at first. that may sound a little creepy of me to say, but its true. If it was meant to be, than it will be... but there is only so far that that saying will take you. I should just be honest and tell her. To hell with what happends after that. Her and danny both know she likes him, yet they are still friends.
im frustrated. i get along so well with her. alex even said today "erin, why dont u act like this in school?!? you are always so quite and shy."
forget it, shes way too good for me anyways. i was dumb to think that it would have ever worked out in the first place. i mean one, shes very pretty, two, she has a great personality, three, she is very nice to me, four, she likes the theatre, and five, we both feel sick from laughing so hard when we are around each other. I dont merrit someone like that.
arg.
first night in my apartment. woke up this morning thinking i was still here. laughed a little. took a shower and came to meno falls. went to target - bought a green bike for 50 bucks, locks, and an antenna. Came to the theatre, got my hours and talked to alex. Got home, got yelled at, was happy for once I had moved. anthony called me and him and angela came over to pick me up to go to mollys. It was such a fun time. We watched a ton of disney movies, well "watched" meaning they were playing while we were talking. Soon, more people arrived; wilson, alex, megan, and erin. I have never laughed so much in my life. We decided to see the village again... why the hell not. Afterwards alex made a random comment that we should all hang out more together. I agree very much. It is really odd how well we all get along. My face hurt at the end of the second movie from laughing so hard. Erin bugs me though, and i have perfect reason. i will get to that later. Oh, and by the way, i should be happy about this but i dont seem to be - I WON A TRIP TO FLORIDA FOR 5 NIGHTS IN ORLANDO. I entered a contest at brookfield square mall and they called me up today. i thought it was a scam and then they said that they were from the brookfield square mall. I get to take one other person. I guess i am not too excited because it will still end up being a shitload of money anyways if i do go. Anywho, then i went to ambers and we watched american splendor, where we all fell asleep. I saw 6 movies today.
back to the erin thing. its really odd. it doesnt seem to add up at all. she tells angela that she thinks we are friends, but then she flirts hardcore with me all the damn time. I either think that 1.) that is just her personality or 2.) she likes me a lot and hasnt told anyone.... but i think we all know which one is more accurate. I know she likes nick but she makes these small petty comments like "no, hes mine" to me and everyone and crap. she reached for my arm today and held onto it... it made me more confused. I just dont understand. Every time she is around me she laughs till she cant breath and we have a great time, but then other people treat her like crap, yet she still likes them more. Point and case... nice guy never even places. I thought it was wierd that when I asked who she liked, the first two people i guessed were nick and danny, yet she said no, and that i wouldnt be able to guess. Then, she tells me that she doesnt like danny anymore, "just so you know." She is playing with my head. I almost just want to lay it all out and tell her myself, which i should just have done in the first place. i just think its odd that every person she has liked, she has denied it at first. that may sound a little creepy of me to say, but its true. If it was meant to be, than it will be... but there is only so far that that saying will take you. I should just be honest and tell her. To hell with what happends after that. Her and danny both know she likes him, yet they are still friends.
im frustrated. i get along so well with her. alex even said today "erin, why dont u act like this in school?!? you are always so quite and shy."
forget it, shes way too good for me anyways. i was dumb to think that it would have ever worked out in the first place. i mean one, shes very pretty, two, she has a great personality, three, she is very nice to me, four, she likes the theatre, and five, we both feel sick from laughing so hard when we are around each other. I dont merrit someone like that.
arg.