gah GAY I just want to bitch!!
Hmm.. gah.. ya know I just LOVE it when I hear about people liking MY BOYFRIEND.
Yeah.. I guess something im going to have to get USE TO again. uh..
Anyways, August is too fucking long. I hate this so much. I want to see him so damn bad!!
yeah..
Senior pictures.. hmm.. I have to take those when I get back. YaYyYyy!! heh..
Anyways, im about to just ramble on about nothing.. i just feel like bitching right now so let me. The other day.. so fun.. haha.. this 'girl' IM'd me and was talking about how I cant trust Erikka Dukes and how 'foolish' I was to think that I can still trust her with being Bobby's friend still. And how I should be more matture about things and blah blah blah.. hmm.. once again.. " I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT GIRLS AND THEIR DRAMA AND IF THEY ARENT SATISFIED AND CANT TRUST THEIR BOYFRIENDS ISNT MY PROBLEM!!! " I mean seriously why make me hate you. Reason # ONE why I really REALLY dislike gIrLs. girls=drama I think i've said that before. And I really dont understand why these coniving bitches think that its okay to get into other peoples relationships. Ugh.. okay.. well maybe they are just in "desperate need" or want for a boyfriend that they think that they can interfere in others relationships. But im guessing they just look to our boyfriends and see how they treat us and say.. "wow.. they're g/f's treat them like shit and look at the way the guy treats her. Wow, I could treat him SO MUCH BETTER!! " Well guess what? The girls who have been in my position before know exactly where im coming from when I say "I earned the respect I get from my boyfriend" believe it or not. I did. And he would never treat another girl like me bc IM NOT GIVING UP THIS TIME! Yes all firls think they can get what they want. You trying to hard.. because it isnt going to happen sweetie.
I hate bitching........
okay I lied.....
I LOVE bitching... it helps.. do it sometime.
or another.. seriously..
Okay so you think your cute, prettier, smarter, more caring, and could give TWO shits about me. Well guess what.. I dont think you understand that I dnot care.
Bobby and I have been through so much for me to just let him go to the next blonde BITCH Barbie or dare i say another fucking brunette. I love him. I love Bobby. And... and he means so much.. to me.
so there.. im done bitching.. and in case anyone is wondering. Bobby and I are fine. No problems. Havent fought in weeks. and..its going to stay that way. Gah I miss him. and I cant wait to get home and for him to get home. Oh and I forgot something... I might have made some mistakes...im not perfect.. but just because i fuck up.. shouldnt give anyone any reason to look down on me. or think that he deserves better.. bc if you look at it this way.. hes done the same thing to me. I mean we dont talk abou the past but yeah.. its still there.
This girl invited Bobby to go to her party when he gets back in town.. yeah thats not happening.. unless I can go.. oh.. but.. I WASNT INVITED. So FUCK if this girl thinks that im letting him go. Yeah.. okay, "'wanting another girls boyfriend to come to my party.. but his gf cant come..'" yeah RIGHT am i going to let that happen. He can have his girl friends all he wants.. i would have let him go.. but she said i cant go. FUCK THAT..
AND FUCK ALL YOU GIRLS WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE A CHANCE... YOU SHOULD HAVE TRIED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
damn.. okay i think im done now..
yeah....
**LoVe Ya**
Yeah.. I guess something im going to have to get USE TO again. uh..
Anyways, August is too fucking long. I hate this so much. I want to see him so damn bad!!
yeah..
Senior pictures.. hmm.. I have to take those when I get back. YaYyYyy!! heh..
Anyways, im about to just ramble on about nothing.. i just feel like bitching right now so let me. The other day.. so fun.. haha.. this 'girl' IM'd me and was talking about how I cant trust Erikka Dukes and how 'foolish' I was to think that I can still trust her with being Bobby's friend still. And how I should be more matture about things and blah blah blah.. hmm.. once again.. " I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT GIRLS AND THEIR DRAMA AND IF THEY ARENT SATISFIED AND CANT TRUST THEIR BOYFRIENDS ISNT MY PROBLEM!!! " I mean seriously why make me hate you. Reason # ONE why I really REALLY dislike gIrLs. girls=drama I think i've said that before. And I really dont understand why these coniving bitches think that its okay to get into other peoples relationships. Ugh.. okay.. well maybe they are just in "desperate need" or want for a boyfriend that they think that they can interfere in others relationships. But im guessing they just look to our boyfriends and see how they treat us and say.. "wow.. they're g/f's treat them like shit and look at the way the guy treats her. Wow, I could treat him SO MUCH BETTER!! " Well guess what? The girls who have been in my position before know exactly where im coming from when I say "I earned the respect I get from my boyfriend" believe it or not. I did. And he would never treat another girl like me bc IM NOT GIVING UP THIS TIME! Yes all firls think they can get what they want. You trying to hard.. because it isnt going to happen sweetie.
I hate bitching........
okay I lied.....
I LOVE bitching... it helps.. do it sometime.
or another.. seriously..
Okay so you think your cute, prettier, smarter, more caring, and could give TWO shits about me. Well guess what.. I dont think you understand that I dnot care.
Bobby and I have been through so much for me to just let him go to the next blonde BITCH Barbie or dare i say another fucking brunette. I love him. I love Bobby. And... and he means so much.. to me.
so there.. im done bitching.. and in case anyone is wondering. Bobby and I are fine. No problems. Havent fought in weeks. and..its going to stay that way. Gah I miss him. and I cant wait to get home and for him to get home. Oh and I forgot something... I might have made some mistakes...im not perfect.. but just because i fuck up.. shouldnt give anyone any reason to look down on me. or think that he deserves better.. bc if you look at it this way.. hes done the same thing to me. I mean we dont talk abou the past but yeah.. its still there.
This girl invited Bobby to go to her party when he gets back in town.. yeah thats not happening.. unless I can go.. oh.. but.. I WASNT INVITED. So FUCK if this girl thinks that im letting him go. Yeah.. okay, "'wanting another girls boyfriend to come to my party.. but his gf cant come..'" yeah RIGHT am i going to let that happen. He can have his girl friends all he wants.. i would have let him go.. but she said i cant go. FUCK THAT..
AND FUCK ALL YOU GIRLS WHO THINK THAT YOU HAVE A CHANCE... YOU SHOULD HAVE TRIED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
damn.. okay i think im done now..
yeah....
**LoVe Ya**