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today sucked.
i think that the only thing im looking forward to now is mine and bobbys year.. orlando.. and graduating highschool.
but other things on my mind..
reading peoples journals has made me realize something.. everyone.. depends on.. love.. everyone wants to be loved by someone and when they do find that certain someone.. then their whole world revolves around them. But what about your family and your friends.. the people who were ALWAYS there for you to begin with? Why do you put them behind you? Loving Bobby is one of the greatest things in the world! Im so much happier now! But why is that? Why when you fall in love do you forget about everything that once meant the world to you? When your young you never think about love.. you think about your friends and your toys.. not thinking about falling in love or growing up.. wanting to stay young and always be protected by mommy and daddy. But when you get older you have to grow out of that stage and then you meet someone who you fall in love with and then things start getting worse for you. Love isnt whats worse.. everyone needs to be loved by someone.. but it actually changes everything. Your never home or never with your friends. You begin to get into drama and you begin to forget about all the morals you set yourself for life.. but love does make you do crazy things. Being in love has been one of the most amazing things that could have ever happened to me in my whole life. I've seen things through eyes i never thought possible. But then again.. im notout of highschool. So there's more to come. Im just scared of losing my friends for him.. and losing my family.. bc they do mean so much to me. Im speaking for myself when I say.. that you only have one life to live.. fill it with memories to remember and to appreciate and be able to say.. "yeah i did that" and not be ashamed of anything youve done.
Falling in love was never planned.. dont push it away bc it is exciting.. but dont rush into it.. because when you get what you ask for and you dont want it.. it's hard to get out of. Yet, dont take for granted what you have. Because the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.
i think that the only thing im looking forward to now is mine and bobbys year.. orlando.. and graduating highschool.
but other things on my mind..
reading peoples journals has made me realize something.. everyone.. depends on.. love.. everyone wants to be loved by someone and when they do find that certain someone.. then their whole world revolves around them. But what about your family and your friends.. the people who were ALWAYS there for you to begin with? Why do you put them behind you? Loving Bobby is one of the greatest things in the world! Im so much happier now! But why is that? Why when you fall in love do you forget about everything that once meant the world to you? When your young you never think about love.. you think about your friends and your toys.. not thinking about falling in love or growing up.. wanting to stay young and always be protected by mommy and daddy. But when you get older you have to grow out of that stage and then you meet someone who you fall in love with and then things start getting worse for you. Love isnt whats worse.. everyone needs to be loved by someone.. but it actually changes everything. Your never home or never with your friends. You begin to get into drama and you begin to forget about all the morals you set yourself for life.. but love does make you do crazy things. Being in love has been one of the most amazing things that could have ever happened to me in my whole life. I've seen things through eyes i never thought possible. But then again.. im notout of highschool. So there's more to come. Im just scared of losing my friends for him.. and losing my family.. bc they do mean so much to me. Im speaking for myself when I say.. that you only have one life to live.. fill it with memories to remember and to appreciate and be able to say.. "yeah i did that" and not be ashamed of anything youve done.
Falling in love was never planned.. dont push it away bc it is exciting.. but dont rush into it.. because when you get what you ask for and you dont want it.. it's hard to get out of. Yet, dont take for granted what you have. Because the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.