"the cold air will rush your hard heart away ( Read more... )

what a fucked up weekend. and today.. woah, RoBo Trippppiinnn haha it was nice until i ended up throwing up blood but thats a quik fix with some lucky charms and turkish royals ( Read more... )

So Fucking Hung over at Inezes (((bbbbbbbbbbblllllaaaaaaahhhhh ( Read more... )

to awaken with a bottle clutched in you hand
on a floor of a bathroom youve never seen
in the middle of the day when you should be sumwhere else
with fuzzy thoughts of forgotten words that fell into a joint
and the smell of puke intwined with scotch

is hell disguised as temporary bliss

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i cant let my heart break.. im out of chances. one more time and i just might bleed to death

what is it about school that makes me want to do anything but work? 27 after 27 and still my mind cant get into work mode. ADHD kicks me hard in the ass like everyday is my first day and the second never comes. my mind doesnt fit in with my brain, its a desease and im calling Holly. can a girl ever focus on the present when the past is literally ( Read more... )

you know what.. sumtimes i wonder if i give tim 1000 dollars, would he slit his throAT ( Read more... )

whats funnier then you pretending you dont care?
you pretending you dont know.

i laugh at it. nothing goes right. and i can laugh, theres no emotions left. not a verb in my ability other then to laugh.

you know what to do... take your time love.

i see him around me
i see him in everything
nobody will care
but hes haunting my thoughts

lets pretend for a second this isnt for attention
hes reading this
hes wondering if its about him
and he forgets about it by the time she calls

but he knows deep down what he did to me
he did it to himself too. he wont get over it
i can practically predict his dreams
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