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This might be my last post but I don't know. I feel as if I am drifting away from everyone and everything. I go to work, I come home and I do nothing, either because I don't feel like doing anything or cause theres no one to do anything with. I feel so distant from all of my friends...so distant I'm not really sure were friends anymore. It hurts to think about it and yet it will make it easier for me when I move. Theres at least a few taht I want to stay friends with but I'm not even sure where I stand with them. Most know of why I'm moving but I will post it here anyways. I have met a girl in California. Her name is Ashlee. I know most are thinking about my past long distance relationship and so have I...this is different. It may not make sense to most but for each person I have seriously dated...Grace, Dawn and Ashlee...I have dreamed about them at least once. Grace and Dawn's dreams were never good or never ended good. Ashlee's was different and it ended happily and I woke up happier then I have ever woken up before. She has also had similiar type dreams. I have a feeling I might of met the one. Now that is not the only reason I am moving. I am also moving for a change of scenery and hopefully a less depressing one at that. I have become depressed staying here in Williamsburg. To many painful memories and the such. It is time for me to move on and away. It won't happen til I have some cash so if those of you want to stay in touch with me then contact me...I have a cell phone now and my number is...945-0849