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sigh. so i hung out with brandon a while back. out of nowhere he just replied to a msg and we just talked. then he said he wanted to meet, so we went out for drinks. after the bar closed we sat around talkinmg and playing and near the end of the night he tried to kiss me. that was insane. and i cant believe that i actually turned him down. i mean this is the guy that i've been crazy in love with for close to a decade. i didnt let him kiss me because i am crazy about michael. that was sunday
then by the next saturday, michael broke up with me. basically out of nowhere. we could only skype for a few minutes and i said something about how he was being weird, and he flipped out. i come back from matts place and he's already deleted me from fb. so we manage to talk about it on monday and he basically wants me to ask him to stay, and i think that if he loved me he wouldnt need me to do that. so we break up for real. and it hurt so bad
tuesday i went to a party with a new guy. he's kind of quiet so it was kind of awkward i guess
matthias and i hung out sat and i complained about these guys, and then the very same day both guys called me michael saying that he was sorry and the wanted me back. so i told him that we should just be friends. and chris was just talking .
hung out with jeff last night went to the rocky horror picture show and it was amazing. life changing even.
and thats the last 2 weeks of my life
then by the next saturday, michael broke up with me. basically out of nowhere. we could only skype for a few minutes and i said something about how he was being weird, and he flipped out. i come back from matts place and he's already deleted me from fb. so we manage to talk about it on monday and he basically wants me to ask him to stay, and i think that if he loved me he wouldnt need me to do that. so we break up for real. and it hurt so bad
tuesday i went to a party with a new guy. he's kind of quiet so it was kind of awkward i guess
matthias and i hung out sat and i complained about these guys, and then the very same day both guys called me michael saying that he was sorry and the wanted me back. so i told him that we should just be friends. and chris was just talking .
hung out with jeff last night went to the rocky horror picture show and it was amazing. life changing even.
and thats the last 2 weeks of my life