sigh
i'm sad now. i've just been thinking about that email... well more like reading it over and over and over and over...and its just very rough. its entirely too much business, not enough i miss you. which is exactly the opposite of what i need. i'm soo emotionally needy right now, kinda sucks. alot.
all i want to do is msg him and tell him that i need him to be sweet for a bit. metaphorical internet cuddles.
yet, if he hadnt been so rude and told me he didnt want to read the journal anymore... maybe hed know this. or probably not. i'm just sad and lonely right now.
i think i'll take sally out for a long walk, in the middle of the night, in the cold...... well that might not happen either.
all i want to do is msg him and tell him that i need him to be sweet for a bit. metaphorical internet cuddles.
yet, if he hadnt been so rude and told me he didnt want to read the journal anymore... maybe hed know this. or probably not. i'm just sad and lonely right now.
i think i'll take sally out for a long walk, in the middle of the night, in the cold...... well that might not happen either.