May 15, 2004 12:08
I went to a cemetry yesterday after i got out of school, and boy did that suck. I didnt go to see a funeral, i just went to see someone i knew that died recently. I got the chills once i stepped out of the car and towards where he was. I didnt wanna be there anymore then i had to be, but i knew it was the right thing to do. So i went over there and i collected my thoughts and then i left. It will be two years since his death (june 28th) and even though i didnt know him that well i feel like i did. I saw a funeral not to fair away from him, and it just hit me that one day i was gonna die, and that scared me, im young and i dont need to be afraid of death but i am. *We miss you Mario* *R.I.P*. (A moment of silence). Today i was supposed to go to my sister's soccer games, but i just dont feel like sitting out in the sun and watching soccer today, and today is the only day that it is going to be going on, but i mean we have so many more tournaments to go to so i told her i would go to the next one. So im home alone, and it sucks but w/e. Well im going to go. Bye!!!