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Nov 03, 2006 18:57

THis is a message I sent to Asia after the first. It pretty much sums everything up.

Okay! I'm going to write you about everything that is going on, because we never seem to be able to talk on the phone.
So. What the hell has been going on? Life has been really intense lately. As you know, I fell in love with Chris, and I still haven't slept alone since. It's so nice. I can't even describe, but I'm sure you understand. He's great. He's not weird about anything, we share a toothbrush. I'm staying at his house in Colorado before and after India for half a week each time, which will be so much fun.
India is complicated right now. I hate my class. It is the stupidest and hardest class I've ever done, and it sucks. So I started planning an independent contract to go to INdia and do a photo essay and journal and read the Bhavada-gita. But then I talked to my asshole professer and she brought up some really good points and told me all of the awesome stuff that the class will be doing. SO I don't know if I should contract it, or class it. I still have to decide.
I was a ninja for halloween and went to this huge party where everyone was smashed but me, which was hilarious.
I'm making a bike. Single speed and fun as hell. I'm also selling my old bike. I'm really excited. I haven't built a bike from stratch before, but Chris is helping me.
I had a really good samhain. Spent my time studying and smiling.
I've gotten really into the Co-op around here, and have been making all these random amazing grains and hummus and breads and curries, and other awesome things. I want to make my own yogurt and soymilk. I'm about to invest in a juicer so I can make my own almond and peanut butter, not to mention great juices. I'm excited.
I started a club about dreams and the mind. It's an open seminar in anything spiritual or related to dreams. Its' great. I've been having really sad dreams lately though. I think they all relate to how stressed I am because I'm so busy. I have way to much to do.
Shannon is going to Africa (more specifically Kenya) this January, which is really exciting. ANd I'm also considering spending my fall quarter in Iceland, which would be awesome. Or the Czech republic, becasue the tuition there is so much cheaper than here, so it's more bang for my buck. I have to see what I'll do. I am planning on doing an independent contract down in Chile with my family. I just have to draft it out and decide when I should go.
OHhh, I might be going to Canada this weekend to go swimming in the fucking ocean. I'm excited. It's hardcore skinnydipping. Shannon and I did it last year, but now that we're 19, she's taking me to the bars as well.
It just started raining here, which makes me smile almost non stop.
I've gotten in to this weird thing lately where I don't distinguish between the time before I sleep and after. It feels like the days don't exist. I just wander through them, going to all of the meetings and appointments that I have to.
Life is so interesting. I want to talk to you, and hear all about how you are. How is Dustin? How are you? How is school? how is work? Whats up?
I love you forever,
Cas
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