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I have come to teh conclusion that I am going to miss my dogs so much more this year. I am excited to go back to school and see my friends and all that, and i can't wait to return to dorm life, but at the same time, everything i am going to miss is hitting me right now. Work, friends, beach trips, just things that make summer, and home, so fun. there is so much i had wanted to do this summer, and so much of it didn't get done. But so much went on that i wasn't planning, but made summer so fun too. Beach house party, loving work, san diego, hotel robes, glowing margerita glasses, mini-camping trip, a surprise cheesecake. I am just going to miss everyone i spent time with this summer, and the whole summer atmosphere of living in santa barbara. So i am an emotional wreck i guess. Two extremes at the same time. I would like to apologize for my mood swings and possible erratic behavior, and for anything i may have done in the past week or two that hurt someones feelings, because honestly, i am emotionally drained which means that i don't think very clearly. But I am excited to be back with people like valerie (my animal hating friend) and danielle, and just everyone, but i know that i am going to miss everyone here so much. maybe its the lack of sleep talking, so i shall depart to teh comforts of sleep, and try not to think about my three days left at home.