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i had a really good night last night. i had a rather good day today. but as soon as i started getting ready for the wake i like started having trouble breathing...its so hard to deal with things that you are so unprepared for. but i went at 4 and was there for like an hour and a half. the pictures they had around the place really portrayed the great type of person that ryan was. there was wedding pictures and shannon made a collage of the two of them when they were kids and stuff it was so cute. nana cavanaugh was so cute she was still as lively as she always is telling me and my sister that we still need to take her out on the town with shannon like we had promised...it was sad. ryan didnt even look real, it was hard to kneal there he looked like an old plastic man...but by his side was his fav baseball caps and an ultrasound of his unborn baby that said to my daddy on it. on a good note i didnt have one butt all day... i did however take a valume and my cell phone got taken away. idk if im going to go out this weekend i have to work aolt and i might just kinda lay low for the rest of the time but idk yet.