everything i want.
i want....
to stop being so depressed, to go swimming in ian's pool again, a guy to really care about me and always be there for me when i have my ups and downs, a puppy, to already be out of school and move in with melissa, to be smart, lots of friends to hang out with instead of just one, not to be left out, my mom back, cigarettes to never be made, tobacco companies in prison or even dead, a boyfriend, wesley, to get my license, not to be scared to drive around town, idiots who drive CRAZY to get locked up, car accidents to never happen, bush to die, bill clinton to be president again, to find a soulmate, to be skinny like hilary duff or less, to be pretty, straight hair, to be popular, to be famous with melissa, to be an overvoice for disney, to cry all my fears/worries/bad memories away, people to like me, to ride the ponies at walmart, to fall in love, never to get hurt, to start trusting people again.... that's all i can think of. good bye.
...................<3 lisa.......................