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[candygurl346]

sooo well yeah school pretty much sucked today. im actually really sad... i thought trey wanted to be my friend but all he does is ignore me. it doesnt make any sence to me and i wish it did and i hate that all of this makes me feel so bad... but we have a lot in common so i really miss him. well after he avoided me all day at school lauren is driving me this week so she and i went to wendys and then to the pool to talk and get a tan and look at "hot lifeguard" haha im just kidding. after that i came home and talked online and i went to sleep because of my massive headache. i really really really want school to be over SO BAD right now because im sick and tired of shit that happens every day and i know everybody deals with it but i just need a break and it seems like summer vacation cant get here fast enough for me. anyway so basically... im sad. and yeah im leaving now bye!

Heaven help me
for the way I am,
save me from
these evil deeds
before I get them done.
I know tomorrow brings
the consequence at hand,
but I keep livin' this day like
the next will never come.