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well what can i say. dont you love when you find out something was actually your fault. i love that. GOD i hate sooo much having feelings for him... so so much. i mean why is he so hard for me to get over... we went out for like 2 and a half weeks. im almost positive its because theres just something special about him and its hard to explain. he is so weird but that doesnt matter to me and he does weird things that other people would be like whoa loser but i just sit there and think wow hes so awesome. its sad he thinks im not losing anything by him breaking up with me but in all reality i am. im losing him as a boyfriend and sadly hes the best one ive ever had, but its all over and done with and theres nothing i can do about it and i know i need to move on but ahhh its just so hard. when you fall for a guy you fall hard and i can totally justify that and yeahhhh. wow exams tomorrow and thursday and then im done... thank god. i just need to think... i need to think a lot because this life is totally getting me down and i think i really need to rearrange some things badly.
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us