i dont know why...
i dont even know why im updating. its not like i really have that much to say...but i guess ill just say whats on my mind...
im exciting about sunday nite. i get to see weezer and the foo fighters play together!!! oh man. just to watch dave grohl for an extended period of time makes me excited!!! ::dreamy sigh:: thats sunday...we leave tomm afternoon. dun dun dun...counting down.
im in the library, im not supposed to be. im supposed to be in italian but when our teacher got to class she said she didnt feel good so she collected our hw and told us we could leave. so my 1 hour break before my next class turned into a 2 hour one and i need to take notes off the computer for it but im holding off on that and writing this pointless entry, cuz, well...its more entertaining than taking notes about the people who established policies for international relations...id rather just talk about the policies...who cares about the guys who started it. blah. whatever. thats probally why i skipped that class on wednesday. lol.
zach was on espn2 last nite...thats exciting and also very cool.
wow..i really have no idea what to say. most of the stuff running thru my head is very unimportant and even i dont think its worthy of being posted in my lj which probally says a lot. ok ok, lets not go that far...a lot of the stuff is important but its kinda personal and i dont want to post it in my lj...that makes me sounds a little less sad and pathetic. yessssss.
i was thinking about something that ellen degeneras said in here latest hbo comedy special (yes, i derive my intellectual thoughts from comedy specials, but hear me out)...so i was thinking about what she said and it went like this kinda sorta... "we spend most of our time thinking about what others are thinking about us" and for some reason im thinking i may have already written and entry about this...but its running thru my head right now and its so true. we do spend most of our time thinking about what others think of us. but why wouldnt we...when we spend our lives (and this pretty much applies to me lol) on internet sites like myspace or facebook getting messages like "hey baby, u hot" or "sexy pic gurrrrl" we become so entralled with the idea of perception. ok, so yeah, my picture is good...but that says nothing about who i am. read the profile, thats what its there for...so for the guys who arent such assholes and actually message to say "hey, you seem pretty cool" which is translation for "if im nice, maybe i can get in ur pants", the minute you start to actually sound like an intellectual, the messages stop..and the assholes realize, dammit, she actually has a brain...so then we think that maybe somethings wrong with us...because they dont care anymore...why am i not interesting enough to hold someone's attention? assholes...::sigh:: ok, moving on...
so back to my original thought...we spend time thinking about what others think of us...and most of that is in physical appearance...because thats the first impression...it always is...before you go up and talk to a person, the first thing theyre gunna do it look at you (unless, of course, theyre blind...which if thats ur case then disregard what i say) so people stress about what they look like...would this look better? should i do this? and im such a victim of this...and i will be the first to admit it and i have my crazy reasons for why i think that way...but let me make my point....THATS STRESSFUL AND STUPID. ive come to the realization that its really great to look nice and to try and perhaps, for lack of a better word, impress people with ur physical appearance, but i think society needs to stop worrying about what others think and needs to start saying what they think. people need to get themselves out there and say what they feel, think and like because the best thing you can do in this world is to just be you. wow, ok, now im sounding like some kind of PSA and honestly, if youve gotten this far...you are completely baffled...just move your mouse the "x" in the upper-right hand corner and click now. but i dunno whats with me lately, and i think its just really crappy to watch someone change who they are for someone else, i think thats the worst thing anyone can do is be fake. because, think about it...if youre fake to one person, then how do u know who the real you is...its interchangable...you dont need more than one of you in this world...we already have an overpopulation problem.
ok, i think im done ranting...wow...that probally meant nothing. lol.
well...my eye was just twitching...probally a sign of my insanity...
im off to take notes
♥, me
im exciting about sunday nite. i get to see weezer and the foo fighters play together!!! oh man. just to watch dave grohl for an extended period of time makes me excited!!! ::dreamy sigh:: thats sunday...we leave tomm afternoon. dun dun dun...counting down.
im in the library, im not supposed to be. im supposed to be in italian but when our teacher got to class she said she didnt feel good so she collected our hw and told us we could leave. so my 1 hour break before my next class turned into a 2 hour one and i need to take notes off the computer for it but im holding off on that and writing this pointless entry, cuz, well...its more entertaining than taking notes about the people who established policies for international relations...id rather just talk about the policies...who cares about the guys who started it. blah. whatever. thats probally why i skipped that class on wednesday. lol.
zach was on espn2 last nite...thats exciting and also very cool.
wow..i really have no idea what to say. most of the stuff running thru my head is very unimportant and even i dont think its worthy of being posted in my lj which probally says a lot. ok ok, lets not go that far...a lot of the stuff is important but its kinda personal and i dont want to post it in my lj...that makes me sounds a little less sad and pathetic. yessssss.
i was thinking about something that ellen degeneras said in here latest hbo comedy special (yes, i derive my intellectual thoughts from comedy specials, but hear me out)...so i was thinking about what she said and it went like this kinda sorta... "we spend most of our time thinking about what others are thinking about us" and for some reason im thinking i may have already written and entry about this...but its running thru my head right now and its so true. we do spend most of our time thinking about what others think of us. but why wouldnt we...when we spend our lives (and this pretty much applies to me lol) on internet sites like myspace or facebook getting messages like "hey baby, u hot" or "sexy pic gurrrrl" we become so entralled with the idea of perception. ok, so yeah, my picture is good...but that says nothing about who i am. read the profile, thats what its there for...so for the guys who arent such assholes and actually message to say "hey, you seem pretty cool" which is translation for "if im nice, maybe i can get in ur pants", the minute you start to actually sound like an intellectual, the messages stop..and the assholes realize, dammit, she actually has a brain...so then we think that maybe somethings wrong with us...because they dont care anymore...why am i not interesting enough to hold someone's attention? assholes...::sigh:: ok, moving on...
so back to my original thought...we spend time thinking about what others think of us...and most of that is in physical appearance...because thats the first impression...it always is...before you go up and talk to a person, the first thing theyre gunna do it look at you (unless, of course, theyre blind...which if thats ur case then disregard what i say) so people stress about what they look like...would this look better? should i do this? and im such a victim of this...and i will be the first to admit it and i have my crazy reasons for why i think that way...but let me make my point....THATS STRESSFUL AND STUPID. ive come to the realization that its really great to look nice and to try and perhaps, for lack of a better word, impress people with ur physical appearance, but i think society needs to stop worrying about what others think and needs to start saying what they think. people need to get themselves out there and say what they feel, think and like because the best thing you can do in this world is to just be you. wow, ok, now im sounding like some kind of PSA and honestly, if youve gotten this far...you are completely baffled...just move your mouse the "x" in the upper-right hand corner and click now. but i dunno whats with me lately, and i think its just really crappy to watch someone change who they are for someone else, i think thats the worst thing anyone can do is be fake. because, think about it...if youre fake to one person, then how do u know who the real you is...its interchangable...you dont need more than one of you in this world...we already have an overpopulation problem.
ok, i think im done ranting...wow...that probally meant nothing. lol.
well...my eye was just twitching...probally a sign of my insanity...
im off to take notes
♥, me