hey everyone :)
its deff been a while huh? i think the last time i wrote in here was like 2005 i think? and here it is 2009 lol. I honestly forgot i had one of these. but i got bored last night so i figured hey what the fuck it dont matter i'll see if i can even go on it. A lot has changed since then. Friends have came & went, for one reason or another. I was supossed to get married in June but thank god i ened it before we even got married. I wasted like two years of my life with that kid. but its def okay now. back then it wasnt okay. I went through a lot of bullshit with that dude. but my life is so much better off with out him. I finally realized what kind of person he truley was. thank god i found out before i married him. but anyways lets see oh I am making the biggest move of my entire life hopefully by september. Im moving with my dad and bro it Ireland. Hopefully i get duel citazenship. and hopfully im making a good choice too. in about 3 weeks me and my dad and bro are flying over to Dublin, Ireland for almost a week to get things started. and if everything goes well by september my ass will be over seas. I'll have to come back like every 6months for at least 3 years before i can become a full citizen. im so fing extied :)
So much stuff has happened i dunno where to start. I think if i said everything id be here on forever hehe. I graduated from high school it took me 5 fucking years but I did it. I currantly have the longest job ive ever had in my life. Thats right i work at Mcdonalds and what hehe? Im only doing it so i can become a manager so when i move over seas i can run my own hotel or resutrant. at least thats my plan. I have an amazing kitty :) his names ozzy ive had him for about 2 years now. hes a lil brat but i still love him. Im not really sure what else to say. excpet ive learned a lot in the past 5ish years. Not only that the amazing part is ive some what grown up. Instead of partying all the time I stay home and watch tv or work. I rarley party and i havent touched drugs in 4 years. I have a good head on my shoulder now. I can think and see a lil bit better. I do not trust many people. And the qoute "things happen for a reason. and eventually you learn not to trust anyone." is a very true qoute. i dont have a million and one friends like i used to. And imprefectly okay with that. Im content with the ones that I have. Im still crazy loud and funny and still a great person to know but thats about it lol. im gonna go but i'll write more now i promise :)
So much stuff has happened i dunno where to start. I think if i said everything id be here on forever hehe. I graduated from high school it took me 5 fucking years but I did it. I currantly have the longest job ive ever had in my life. Thats right i work at Mcdonalds and what hehe? Im only doing it so i can become a manager so when i move over seas i can run my own hotel or resutrant. at least thats my plan. I have an amazing kitty :) his names ozzy ive had him for about 2 years now. hes a lil brat but i still love him. Im not really sure what else to say. excpet ive learned a lot in the past 5ish years. Not only that the amazing part is ive some what grown up. Instead of partying all the time I stay home and watch tv or work. I rarley party and i havent touched drugs in 4 years. I have a good head on my shoulder now. I can think and see a lil bit better. I do not trust many people. And the qoute "things happen for a reason. and eventually you learn not to trust anyone." is a very true qoute. i dont have a million and one friends like i used to. And imprefectly okay with that. Im content with the ones that I have. Im still crazy loud and funny and still a great person to know but thats about it lol. im gonna go but i'll write more now i promise :)