Aug 02, 2006 03:05
All of these meaningless years, my eyes staring vacantly into the thousands of cold faces in the crowd.
Tommorow means forgetting dreams.
Not until we fall forever
All of the hollow words that meant nothing but...but...what do they mean??
I cant feel anything through this rough sand veil.
I cant follow my dreams until i realize that the night you died marked a new chapter.
A new lie in the multitude of scars already formed.
My heart broken into rough shards...
Tepid release. My Virus.
All of these misery borne mornings, my words cast into the millions of hearts in the crowd.
Tommorow will never come for us.
Not until...not until.
All of my heartfelt words that mean nothing...nothing to anyone but me....
I cant taste your lips through the blood soaked lace
I cant move on until i realize that in solitude, misery i was born... and it is where i shall stay.
An old feeling, a drowning feeling, pulling me down into the water
My heart gone, the wind having blown the dust away
Enshrouding Rapture. My Flawless Virus.
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Mabye tommorow wont come...
the fireflies glowing dimly.
Mother..
Father..
Are you happy with me yet?
How can i sing
With your heart wrapped up so tightly
How do i live
With the wounds growing deeper
I hope tommorow doesnt come...
The flowers wilted in my hand.
Mother...
Father...
am i still your horrible mistake?
How do i breathe
With your every word suffocating me
How do i love
With your face still in my dreams.
Ill hold you again soon
In dreams in the snow
Ill love you again soon
Dont forget my name..
~Kazakai