people say "things happen for a reason".
Its been a long 5 days. . .
i got in touble. . . a lot of trouble. it made me think about a lot of different things. . . like who are my true friends. . . who really cares about me. . . and who doesnt. . . most of all who knows me and understands me. i used to be one of those ppl that blew off every little problem and never put much thought into it. . . cause the only thing i could have lost from it was somethin that didnt matter to me. well this problem is one of those problems that come and never go away. . . one that changes ur life and the way u view ur life forever.
have u ever dug urself a hole so deep u felt like no one could get u out? (ive been left "high and dry")
i dont even know what to think anymore. . . for those of u who have been there for me i love u so much for it! u dont know how much it helped me to get advice from the people who really care. (Devinne. . . John. . . Shawn. . . Mer. . . :::: thanks a lot u dont know how much yall have helped me and made me feel better about all this)
My PaReNtS aRe PsYcHo
:::i dont want to make it final. . . i dont want to act like im never gunna be able to talk to u again. . . the way we used to. . .i still want to have hope:::
some sweet 16 imma have