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I got a 100% on my philosophy test! I'm very happy about that.
Today was not overall bad at work, but I'm not holding my breath that it'll remain this smooth for long.
My boyfriend is down about something. I've been feeling down lately, too. I just miss him a lot. A whole lot. I deal with it not being around him a lot lately because that's the way it has to be, but thankfully it won't be that way forever. He's awake at nights, I during the day...and we cross sometimes in the evenings. I'm always rushing to do things and he's always getting rushed away. I guess this is where distance becomes a problem. I can't just grab him like I do when I'm around him and pull him back to me for just a couple minutes more of his time. Knowing that he is down makes me wish I were there. I've always had a knack for cheering him up 'cause he can see and feel how special he is to me. It's a little harder to convey that over the internet, and even over the phone. At least when I'm standing next to him I can gently stroke his palm, and when he glances at me I can look up and smile. We both know.
But...fear not! It must get worse before it can get better. I must keep that in mind. I will have limited computer access soon...and already I have to go to bed earlier more often because of me having to wake up early.
Right now I want to just...be over there. I can handle myself being in a funk..but...when he's in one...it's ten times worse. Never his fault, though. Funks happen. I'm just trying to take care of him and, in a way, protect him from the 'evils' of the world.
Today was not overall bad at work, but I'm not holding my breath that it'll remain this smooth for long.
My boyfriend is down about something. I've been feeling down lately, too. I just miss him a lot. A whole lot. I deal with it not being around him a lot lately because that's the way it has to be, but thankfully it won't be that way forever. He's awake at nights, I during the day...and we cross sometimes in the evenings. I'm always rushing to do things and he's always getting rushed away. I guess this is where distance becomes a problem. I can't just grab him like I do when I'm around him and pull him back to me for just a couple minutes more of his time. Knowing that he is down makes me wish I were there. I've always had a knack for cheering him up 'cause he can see and feel how special he is to me. It's a little harder to convey that over the internet, and even over the phone. At least when I'm standing next to him I can gently stroke his palm, and when he glances at me I can look up and smile. We both know.
But...fear not! It must get worse before it can get better. I must keep that in mind. I will have limited computer access soon...and already I have to go to bed earlier more often because of me having to wake up early.
Right now I want to just...be over there. I can handle myself being in a funk..but...when he's in one...it's ten times worse. Never his fault, though. Funks happen. I'm just trying to take care of him and, in a way, protect him from the 'evils' of the world.