In Four Shorts Steps We Can Erase This...
Sooo... my tennis scrimmage today. It was 100 degrees out and of course I didn't have a hat or a visor or ANYTHING to wear so i was basically screwed. I got there and after sitting for like 5 minutes we were all roasting and sweating. BUT AT LEAST NICK WAS THEREE!!! God, I couldn't have been any more happier and he looked very handsome in his tan shorts and shirt and sunglasses. *squeetarded*
But Coach S. wont be there for a while... her mother in law is dying and I feel really horrible because of it. It kinda reminds me of how my Grandpa died... they just thought my grandpa was really sick and they took him to a hospital and they found out he was dying and thats how Coach S found it out, basically every organ failing in her mother in law. Just horrible. :o(
Since it was a scrimmage, Nick changed things up and made me the 4th seed which was kinda nice but I felt kinda crappy but oh well. Shit happens. I waited FOREVER to play my match and I was almost the last one on besides Lisa and Maddie. Ugh. This girl I was playing just totally was pissing me off.
She was good, I admit and I had some chances that I didn't take but every single fucking out I called she challenged and in JV tennis or any high school tennis, there is no ball people obviously so you basically call it how you see it and thats what I did and you can't really "challenge" a call, it just stands. This girl got me so pissed off I can't even explain it and I was about to say "look bitch, I saw it with my own fucking eyes and it was out" but then Nick started yelling at her so It made me feel better. :D
I lost the first set 1-6 but I didn't have such a mad attitude and just bad mood on court. Usually, I start yelling and throwing my arms around but I did none of that today. I put a little piece of tape on my racket and wrote "Take control of your attitude and have confidence" and it was really helping me until i was down 0-3 in the second, then I just threw it out the window. I kept trying to get Nick's attention after the first set so he could just talk to me but of course, he and the main coach were watching Lisa and Maddie and well, I was about to KILL someone.
I just wanted to scream at him and the head coach becuase EVERY other person or doubles team got help on court EXCEPT me. But of course we have to watch the coaches pets Lisa and Maddie who kiss so much ass so yeah. I was so ticked off after I lost (1-6 6-0) I just picked up my stuff without saying anything to anyone and left because if you can't talk to me on court then fuck it, why should you talk to me off? I mean, there are 2 coaches and 2 people playing. Hello, it works out with a coach helping 1 person each but of course not.
I was really pissed off at Nick, he was watching me through the entire first set and at the end of the first set I just gave him this look and he just turned away and then walked away. He's lucky I like him so much or else I would have snapped.... that and he is 6'2 and I am 5'7.... o.o;;
...His ass looked REALLY damn good in those shorts too... and he looked dead gorgeous eating watermelon...
ANYWAYSSS...
He'll be at practice tommarow so yayyy! I'm excited. I'm still really hurt about what happened but whatever. Shit happens. :(
I wish I had the on court attitude of Sharapova... not letting the point get to me, looking totally bad ass (she looks so bad ass, i mean, just ALL the time. I love it. :D) but no, I have the fucking attitude of MARAT SAFIN! I love Marat, he is my favorite mens player but his attitude doesn't look good on a 5'7 JV tennis player. pfft.
Okay. I'm off to watch the Brewers/Cubs game. Good night!
OMG. CREEPY. My DAD just called Corey Hart a TALL DRINK OF WATER. Wow Dad.. I didn't know you were like that...