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Wow, I'm actually so angry, I'm not dizzy. Had i know that pure fury had curing properties i would have enlisted its aid earlier.
I can't do relationships, simple as that. I don't know how. Either I'm the abused or I'm the abuser, there is no middle ground with me.
Give it a try?
Sure Joe. Why not? Oh wait i have a reason. You fucking have a fit and leave me before I can explain a statement of mine.
You give up? Right back atcha.
Sam says i will probably wake up tommorow, feel bad and try to fix things again.
This is true. I probably won't try to fix things again. Yeah, I'm probably in love with Joe but love is shit anyways.
I don't do relationships because they suck. I'm in college now, I shouldn't have to bother. If I really need phsycial affection I can pull the friends with benefits routine. No commitments, no problems. Not to mention I don't even need physical shit. I'm a girl. I can just go shopping, lol.
Two peas in pod? Don't similar ends of a magnet repel? I knew I liked science for a reason. It makes fucking sense on a daily basis.
Wow
I totally forgot how much i like being angry. Sadness is a bitch. A whiny annoying fake blond-haired shinny chick in hollister sweater bitch. Blessed anger, it tastes so good.
So for now I'm pleasently angry at the fact that i am completely unable to retain a healthy relationship with anyone. As sam says, this will soon depress me.
It is hard to be angry about the knowledge of the fact that I will die alone.
With my fucking cats
That i love
Because cats fucking rule
And cats don't fucking sign off of fucking aim when you are trying to fucking explain a fucking statment.
Meow.
And yes i do realize how utterly childish my little statments sound. But they fucking made me feel better so go rot in a box.
I can't do relationships, simple as that. I don't know how. Either I'm the abused or I'm the abuser, there is no middle ground with me.
Give it a try?
Sure Joe. Why not? Oh wait i have a reason. You fucking have a fit and leave me before I can explain a statement of mine.
You give up? Right back atcha.
Sam says i will probably wake up tommorow, feel bad and try to fix things again.
This is true. I probably won't try to fix things again. Yeah, I'm probably in love with Joe but love is shit anyways.
I don't do relationships because they suck. I'm in college now, I shouldn't have to bother. If I really need phsycial affection I can pull the friends with benefits routine. No commitments, no problems. Not to mention I don't even need physical shit. I'm a girl. I can just go shopping, lol.
Two peas in pod? Don't similar ends of a magnet repel? I knew I liked science for a reason. It makes fucking sense on a daily basis.
Wow
I totally forgot how much i like being angry. Sadness is a bitch. A whiny annoying fake blond-haired shinny chick in hollister sweater bitch. Blessed anger, it tastes so good.
So for now I'm pleasently angry at the fact that i am completely unable to retain a healthy relationship with anyone. As sam says, this will soon depress me.
It is hard to be angry about the knowledge of the fact that I will die alone.
With my fucking cats
That i love
Because cats fucking rule
And cats don't fucking sign off of fucking aim when you are trying to fucking explain a fucking statment.
Meow.
And yes i do realize how utterly childish my little statments sound. But they fucking made me feel better so go rot in a box.