well god stepped in....

[candiebabee]

I miscarried today at 3 pm and had to go to the hospital as I was hemmoraging profusely. I've never seen Charles so upset, but it happened for a reason. I'm craping real bad, but alright. It was upsetting to me as well, but something must of been wrong or it just wasn't our time. One day I pray that we will have another child....

Comments

[machinalia]

i know we don't talk but i am still sorry to read that this happened to you. everything will turn out as its supposed to in the end. <3

[candiebabee]

thank you daisy, im still puzzled on why we don't talk. i've made mistakes, yes I admit to that, but i've NEVER done anything personally to you...but whatever

[machinalia]

honestly i felt like we both needed to get our shit together and talking to you, i don't mean this in a judgemental kind of way, was something unstable in my already unstable life. i don't mean YOU are unstable I was just never really sure of where I was in everything, including my friendship with you. i'm sorry for saying mean things to you on ncdnb and, regardless of the past, you've always been welcome to ask me for help if you need it. xox

[candiebabee]

well once someone burns me like that, I can never ever fully trust em again. I see who my TRUE friends are and you were marked off quickly. I've told you things that ONLY you knew and now other ppl know....wonder how that happened.,..so yeah it's just not the name calling daisy, it's a lot more than that, cuz frankly i've been called every name in the book. It doesn't bother me one bit. All I know is that i'm a caring and loving person, also a great friend. Yes I had some ups and downs in my life, but who hasn't? I've had NO ONE to fall back on and all that bullshit through that time was just a cry for help. I'm there for people whenever they called, but when I was hurting, no one was there, EXCEPT Charles. He's now my best friend, confidant and moral supporter

[machinalia]

its not that YOU were unstable, like i said, my whole life was unstable and really crappy. i said i'm sorry, i genuinely mean it. i didn't expect anything out of telling you but i at least needed to know that i told you. i wish you all the best with charles.