well god stepped in....

[candiebabee]

I miscarried today at 3 pm and had to go to the hospital as I was hemmoraging profusely. I've never seen Charles so upset, but it happened for a reason. I'm craping real bad, but alright. It was upsetting to me as well, but something must of been wrong or it just wasn't our time. One day I pray that we will have another child....

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[candiebabee]

well once someone burns me like that, I can never ever fully trust em again. I see who my TRUE friends are and you were marked off quickly. I've told you things that ONLY you knew and now other ppl know....wonder how that happened.,..so yeah it's just not the name calling daisy, it's a lot more than that, cuz frankly i've been called every name in the book. It doesn't bother me one bit. All I know is that i'm a caring and loving person, also a great friend. Yes I had some ups and downs in my life, but who hasn't? I've had NO ONE to fall back on and all that bullshit through that time was just a cry for help. I'm there for people whenever they called, but when I was hurting, no one was there, EXCEPT Charles. He's now my best friend, confidant and moral supporter.

Im just not clear how I was being "unstable" towards you. I never ever put any type of burden on you. I asked of one favor that I could recall but isn't that what friends do? help one another.

Not to sound like a wuss, you actually brought me to tears because I thought we were close...

but like I said before.....WHATEVER!

[machinalia]

its not that YOU were unstable, like i said, my whole life was unstable and really crappy. i said i'm sorry, i genuinely mean it. i didn't expect anything out of telling you but i at least needed to know that i told you. i wish you all the best with charles.