im updating instead of doing my homework.
so yeah, lately everythings. but i like and hate it. since schools started ive hung out more with kristen, izza, alycia, and alyssa more then vanz and helena and sinead and that whole group... pauline too, but she doenst have my lunch. so yeah, ive hung out more with those people and ive been smoking alot. not just weed anymore, i smoke ciggs too now. and vanz is getting really mad at me because of it too. but she needs to understand that its my turn to have a run at this shit. she had hers, and hers was not just as bad if not worse then me. so she needs to relax. and its not like its even effecting her. but thats nothing compard to my mom... fuck! again! shes always fucking mad! all the freaking time... its starting to REALLY piss me off, and not want to come at all. but i have to.... but yeah. the other day me izza and alyssa were walking to kristens and my mom drove by and stopped to talk to me. and then she was bitching at me for hanging around alyssa. so i told her shits changed and everything. and today on the phone she was wondering why i never hang out with vanz anymore. i said we never have time and we never ask eachother to hang out. and shes yelling at me telling me its rude to not invite people places. and she wouldnt understand that she wasnt calling me to chill either. so obviously she doesnt care that we're not hanging out. and she said my mid term better be good or im out again. fucking whore. oh well. that means i must just work. i think tomorrow or monday im not going to blaze all day. well not tomorrow cause its friday and im supposed to blaze with johnny. and i need to buy a hq for the weekend. hoping to get some sessions in this weekend. dout i will though =( i dont know what elst to write. but i do know im supposed to be doing my media homework but i dont know what to write about. so instead ill do math homework. i really wanna see scott right now. hes bored and i am to. so yeah. good idea? i think so! lets try! hahaha bye<333