To be honest, I am/was a tweaker myself. While I can somewhat argue with you on the personality of methheads, I do agree with you that it really fucks with your the core of who you are. I am normally a social butterfly who occasionally messes with some light drugs at parties but the first time I tried glass. I had to admit I had alot of fun while I was using it.
As I taken it later on, it seem to have lost the magic. No longer was I feeling euphoric and energized. I felt people knew I was on glass and looking at me and criticizing me and even making fun of me. The drug really brought out back my social anxiety problems that plagued me in my adolescent years. It seemed to have made all my social insecurities snowball to a point where I would freak out on people. Days later, people would find me very angsty and just hating the whole world. I knew then, I had to stop taking it as often. From that whole experience, It made me a whole lot more chill on taking drugs offered to me and just enjoy the whole music experience for itself rather than on the influence
So yes, I am typing this cause I can relate to what you say but not all tweakers are people with pseudo-personalities. Indeed, glass is an evil drug. It really does seem to twist who you are. Alright, time to head off to my BBQ. Ciao!
As I taken it later on, it seem to have lost the magic. No longer was I feeling euphoric and energized. I felt people knew I was on glass and looking at me and criticizing me and even making fun of me. The drug really brought out back my social anxiety problems that plagued me in my adolescent years. It seemed to have made all my social insecurities snowball to a point where I would freak out on people. Days later, people would find me very angsty and just hating the whole world. I knew then, I had to stop taking it as often. From that whole experience, It made me a whole lot more chill on taking drugs offered to me and just enjoy the whole music experience for itself rather than on the influence
So yes, I am typing this cause I can relate to what you say but not all tweakers are people with pseudo-personalities. Indeed, glass is an evil drug. It really does seem to twist who you are. Alright, time to head off to my BBQ. Ciao!
~Harmonica
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