life is so complicated
This life is so complicated. I have jen worried about Mother Courage, and I feel like I have not talent, it all sucks. Jen Dont worry about Mother courage, we will see eachother. You are my girl and will always be my girl. I now realise that I have to be an emotionaly strong boy friend so that you can be emotionaly happy. I just deleted this totaly stupid selfpittying entry. Yes I am not as good at alot of things as alot of other people, but I do know that I love you so much more then anyone else ever could. So JEN know that I I will watch over you, and I will protect you. I think my love is what I have to share with the world, I dont want to miss a thing. Arow Smith rocks. ok hun peace. And I love you all. GOOD NIGHT.