Dec 10, 2006 11:05
So yeah I know its been a while since my last entry as is usual for me and again I apologize. I guess I'm just not as into writing this as I used to be anymore. Anyway, just wanted to let anyone who may care know that I am still alive. We started finals last week and I feel like my head is about to explode. If I'm not taking a final, I'm studying for one. I cant wait for it to all be over! I take my last one tomorrow and I cant wait. I'm ready for a break of spending my weekends studying lol. I'm gonna be working in Columbia and staying with grandma over break. Its only 3 weeks. I wish it was longer but at least it will help me recooperate some. Chris is coming up Friday to help me pack up a few things and then we are leaving on Saturday to head to Columbia. I always hate it when we have to move because I feel so rushed and like he and I dont actually get to spend any "quality" time together, or at least the time we do have is limited. Hopefully in May or before that will all change though since we are in the process of looking for our own place. For those of you who are interested, the news I was talking about in an earlier entry was that Chris and I are starting our own family! I am about 3 months pregnant! I wanted to wait to tell everyone until I told my family. Well, now they know. At first they werent very excited and actually kinda disappointed as I figured they would be, but surprisingly they are starting to come around. I just hope it lasts and that they actually want a relationship with me AND the baby instead of just the baby. We'll see. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers that everything will work out as far as the health of myself and the baby, Chris and I having a place to live and getting the finances we need. We need all the prayers we can get. I'm sure its not going to be easy and when we first found out I was scared to death. I still am but then I look at the ultrasound pic or feel my stomach and think about our little miracle and its not so scary anymore. I just want Chris and I to be the best parents we can be. I definitely dont want our kids to grow up the way the two of us did. Thats a story for another time but again, please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Well, I really need to get back to studying for my final on Monday. Its going to be one of my hardest and as always I want to do my best. Hope all of you are doing well. I'll try to write again soon. It might be more sporatic since I am moving and working etc but I'll do my best for those of you who actually care.