i just want to sit and stare at you
Do you like the person you are becoming?
I think so. I've never particularly hated myself, but I feel I'm making more responsible decisions than I used to, while still managing to have some fun and being overall pretty happy about life. So yeah.
Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Mmm. Not to my knowledge/recollection, no.
Does it annoy you to see trashy girls get all the guys?
We could just end that sentence at "it annoys me to see trashy girls", but I also figure any guy who'd want a trashy girl is probably pretty sleazy anyway.
What song is stuck in your head?
David Guetta's Love is Gone has been pretty well stuck there for the last few days.
Did anybody ever call you beautiful?
Sure. And it still makes me blush every time.
Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
Someone very talented, because my window is on the second floor, facing my fenced-in backyard, which is surrounded by my neighbors' back yards (also fenced-in), and there is no space between houses for someone to get through. Technicalities aside, about the only person I'd have any interest in seeing at that time of night would be Brad.
A person that you miss?
Brad, always.
Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
I do, at least one. If I could have two before 30, that'd be great, but I'd be happy with at least one.
Do you look more like your mom or dad?
Definitely have more of my dad's facial features, and I'm built more like him (short torso, long legs), but I've got my mom's height (or lack thereof).
Last item you bought yourself?
Well, damn. Gas doesn't count as an item, so . . . uh, I guess we'll go with the chai frappucino I bought myself a few days ago when I went to starbucks to do my reading for class.
Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Tutor for a couple hours.
Can you whistle?
Nope, I cannot.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
Nah, I'm good with what I've got.
Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
I always start off on my side, but sometimes I'll end up on my stomach. I think it's pretty rare for me to sleep on my back.
What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Stress, apparently. Loud noises at inappropriate times. Daylight. :p
Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
Dad's.
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Mmm . . . maybe? They're brown, so they're probably not that exciting.
What makes you laugh?
The boy. Kristian. Jenn's journal.
How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
Yes, please! :D
Are you self-conscious?
Eh, not usually.
How do you vent anger?
I clench my fists a lot; if I'm typing, I type hard and fast; sometimes I go for a run. I try to find people who I can bitch to and/or who will help me take my mind off it and put me in a good mood.
What is the worst feeling ever?
betrayal/anger/hurt/loneliness all in one.
What did you do today?
So far, I've eaten breakfast, showered, gone to the bank, returned a library book, made and eaten egg salad, talked to Teri, Kelly and Kristian, written a really dumb group process reflection paper, and taken an unplanned nap. And now this.
What do you smell like?
Um . . . I really can't smell myself. My body wash is supposed to be scented like freshwater cucumber, and my deodorant is mystic rain, maybe? So probably a combination of those.
Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?
I think Kohl's, and it might be the only pair I own from there.
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
BOYTIME! :D
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
I certainly hope so, but yeah, I believe I'd be good at it.
Who have you texted in the last 48 hrs?
The boy, and Laura from work.
Do you think too much or too little?
About what? I probably think too little about stuff going on in the world and too much about the crap in my own life.
Do you smile a lot?
Usually, I'd say yes, as cheerful/happy has always been one of my primary adjectives. But lately, I've been really stressed a lot, so maybe not as many smiles.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
Old Navy, like about 80% of my wardrobe.
Are there things you can't live without?
Things (i.e. not people): strawberries. sunshine. chocolate. music. the internet. many other items of food.
What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
I shouldn't be picking at my face.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Meh, either. I'm usually better in the morning, I guess, but night can be fine too.
Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
My professor. :-/
Do you drink tea?
Nah, only chai. Oh man do I want a chai milkshake right now. Or better yet, a frozen chai from the Daily Grind. Mmmmmm.
Have you ridden in someone else's car today?
Nope, only my own.
What do you wear to bed?
Usually nothing.
Who sent you your last text?
Man, what is with the interest in my cell phone habits? The boy, of course.
Are you a cuddler?
Mm, very much so. Can't wait till I see my boy for more cuddles.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Lord. Umm . . . probably Teri and Kira while I was in Florida; we watched Crash, and I couldn't help but cry. Oh god, the scene with the Jeep . . . couldn't handle that. And then the little girl, I mean, who wouldn't cry at that?
Can you vote next election?
Indeed I can.
Who did you last go out to eat with?
Probably my dad, because I rarely go out to eat with other people lately. Um, I had dinner with Jenn a while ago, but I probably ate with my dad since then.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Usually talk about them, but it depends on who I'm around. I'm not really going to discuss my feelings with most of my classmates or my boss or anything.
How did your day start off?
It started off great because I actually SLEPT last night, so I woke up happy. However, now I have a bitch of a headache and it's making me want to shoot someone.
When's the next time you will see the person you like/love?
June 14. Two weeks! :D
Are you waiting for something?
Yeah, this damn headache to go away. And to get an internship. And to see the boy. Fuck, what am I NOT waiting for?
Does anyone hate you?
Oh I'm sure it's possible, but I can't think of anyone specific.
Where are your siblings?
I believe she's in Philly, possibly at work.
Are you happy with your life?
Overall, I'd have to say yes, but there are several big pieces I'd like to change.
Can you handle the truth?
Sure, I think so.
Who gave you flowers last?
Uh, the boy. On my birthday . . . no, he gave me a flower when I came up in August . . . yep, I'm pretty sure that was the last time. Who else would be giving me flowers?
Did you cry today?
Nope, can't say that I did.
Are you a jealous person?
Meh, not really.
Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
I try to. I think my optimal amount is actually somewhere between 8 and 9, but lately I haven't been sleeping well, so who knows how much I've been getting?
What was the last book you read?
Last one I finished was Adriana Trigiani's Rococo, which I wasn't a fan of. Now I'm reading Jack Finney's Time and Again, which seems interesting so far.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No, I'm pretty fond of my dad actually.
Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
I wasn't aware that 'in a relationship' was such a complicated thing to understand.
Is there something you always wear?
My necklace, my class ring.
Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
When I was in high school, for a little while, I thought about converting to Judaism . . . but that didn't happen, and now I'm pretty comfortable being a godless heathen. ;)
What's most stressing right now?
Haha. Don't start.
What are you going to do after this?
Maybe think about what I'm going to do for dinner, maybe something else?
How's the weather today?
Warm/hot and therefore probably gross.
Is it spring break?
No. It should be summer vacation, but stupid summer classes mean that it's not.
Last voicemail you received was from?
Lord, you people really have too much interest in my cell phone habits. Probably from my professor, since he's the last call I missed and therefore the last person who would have cause to leave a voicemail.
What is the best thing about your current job?
What job?
What are your two favorite places to eat?
Langolino and . . . The Cheese Shop.
Are you Irish in any way?
Mm, possibly, but I don't think so. I really should ask Teri again what the hell her family's heritage is.
Ever drink Jack Daniels?
Don't think so.
Pick one state in the US to get rid of permanently?
Okay, as a New Jerseyan, my first instinct is to say Delaware, because what use is Delaware, really? But then, who the fuck needs Texas? I say we should give that back to Mexico. And for personal reasons, we could eliminate most of New York state so I could be closer to Canada.
Favorite carnival food?
Mmm, funnel cake/cotton candy/caramel apples. Yum.
What were you doing at 11:59 PM Friday night?
Let's see, I only babysat till about 10, so I was definitely home by then . . . I was probably either sleeping or on my way to bed.
Is your bedroom window open?
Indeed, and there's a fan in it.
Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
I don't know, it probably depends on the topic. I obviously really enjoy talking to Brad, or I wouldn't be dating him.
Is your boy/girl friend older than you?
Yep, by two years.
What time did you get up today?
about 9:45.
What are you listening to?
Coldplay - Don't Panic
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Oh god, yes. That was high school. And eighth grade, too, though my crush then knew anyway because I told everyone BUT him.
Flowers or chocolate?
mmm. Both? Though I can be particular about my chocolate, so . . . *shrug*
Romantic night or wild night?
Wild in what sense? If we're talking crazy amazing sex with my boyfriend, then yeah. If we're talking party where everyone's drunk and making out with strangers, I'll pass.
Kisses or hugs?
Both! :D
Have you been heartbroken?
Who hasn't?
Do certain songs make you cry?
Mmm, no, I don't think so. Some of them have strong emotional memories attached to them, but I can't think of one that makes me cry anymore.
Who was the last person you hugged?
Does my dog count as a person? Because I probably hug her more than anyone else.
that was long. and i still have a headache. blah.