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[can_you_saosin]

today was boring
i had nobody since jess and lauren were out
lunch was still pretty fun tho i had kel
thank god
we had a sub for decker
so i threw on my headphones and did my work
everybody came over to me later on but i sat there
i felt proud cause i was the one to start the endless chain of cheating today haha
after school lindsey came over to do the global project
it wasn't too bad
we basically finished everything

it was another emo day today
i was really depressed the past 2 weeks but got a little better
then today it went from okay to pretty bad
i spilt things to kel at my locker and at lunch
i'm glad i told her how i was feeling
i really hate the situation
and to add to it my dads pressuring me to be nice to my mom
i hate it so much
he makes me say nice things to her and not give her attitude
its so fucking stupid
i can't even stand up for myself anymore
whatever it's so gay.