ahh another year.....
well im another year older blah blah blah i pretty much feel the same which i guess is suspested since im only 19 but whatever. i owuld have liked to go out and party this past weekend (my birthday) by whatever i guess i had fun, we just hung out at home and had drinks, actually i got really really drunk but thats prolly cause i was feeling a lil shitty about something i had done.... but we wont get to into that one. my cousin kayla was supposed to come but she didnt i was pretty disappointed about that i was really looking forward to seeing her. o well, im no stranger to disappointment but those who know me well already know that. but yea i had quite a hang over the next day prolly cause i dint sleep more than 3 hours...eh that sucked soooo bad. its like i was supposed to be able to have a good time for my birthday and not have to worry about the kids but yea i guess when your a mom you really cant have a stress free day no matter what cause i had to get up anyway cause i couldnt sleep cause they were making all kinds of noise. so yea partying just isnt the same anymore now that i have kids, it actually kinda sucks cause im so young and i want to have fun and enjoy my youth and i cant its so frustrating errrr. whatever. cant win. bye.