Dear friends...
Hi all dear friends.
Firstly, thanks for the wonderful birthday, christmas and new years wishes. I am very sorry for not replying, as today is the first time that I've gone online in almost 3 months time.
On the 8th of November, I had lost the most important person in my life, my mother. For the whole three months, I was mourning for her lost. No tv, no laptops, not even radio... I feel so empty and blur, as if my whole world has disappeared along with her. Right now, I'm slowly learning to accept the fact that she's no longer with me. It's not easy, and I need all the support I can get, and I feel that returning to LJ is quite a good first step. Of course, my RL friends are nothing less than absolutely wonderful and supportive, but I miss you guys too :D
Lastly, please, tell the ones that you hold dear how much you love them while they are still with you. In my case, I was lucky enough to spend her last four days together (I had to take an emergency flight home from New Zealand to Malaysia), but some others might not be as lucky. Don't wait until it's far too late, when you can do nothing but cry on their graves.
Love,
Eiri.
Firstly, thanks for the wonderful birthday, christmas and new years wishes. I am very sorry for not replying, as today is the first time that I've gone online in almost 3 months time.
On the 8th of November, I had lost the most important person in my life, my mother. For the whole three months, I was mourning for her lost. No tv, no laptops, not even radio... I feel so empty and blur, as if my whole world has disappeared along with her. Right now, I'm slowly learning to accept the fact that she's no longer with me. It's not easy, and I need all the support I can get, and I feel that returning to LJ is quite a good first step. Of course, my RL friends are nothing less than absolutely wonderful and supportive, but I miss you guys too :D
Lastly, please, tell the ones that you hold dear how much you love them while they are still with you. In my case, I was lucky enough to spend her last four days together (I had to take an emergency flight home from New Zealand to Malaysia), but some others might not be as lucky. Don't wait until it's far too late, when you can do nothing but cry on their graves.
Love,
Eiri.