Oh, hi
Wow Internet, how very far we've come.
I'm posting an entry to my LIVE JOURNAL, from my iPhone 7 Plus! Bahaha, the world.
I seem to have lived in a personal up & down extreme - and it's all documented here. I'd say the last eight years have had some similarities: extremes brought on by slight psychosis, bliss at the hands of a "fearless" take-life-by-the-balls approach. I've been all over the world, had incredible adventures, big heart-break, big blessings, not nearly the glamor I thought my life would include, but much of the variety and exploration.
My life TODAY is in the transition out of one of those big moves. I'm on the tail end a divorce and a redefining of who I am and what's important to me. It feels really good to be cool what whatever happens next.
I've got some perfectionism still rearing it's head, some anxiety that surfaces in self-destruction, but I'm probably kinder to myself now than I ever have been. Steadily growing upward to a place of serene peace with self.
I'm grateful this record exists & that the internet offered a place to declare my crazy & let it hang out in vagueries I thought I was wrapping with elegance. Here I am, still making it all sound peachy & artistic. ;)
Oh LJ, how sweet you were when... and how fun you might be to engage with today.
With all love & a whole lot more years,
Cam
I'm posting an entry to my LIVE JOURNAL, from my iPhone 7 Plus! Bahaha, the world.
I seem to have lived in a personal up & down extreme - and it's all documented here. I'd say the last eight years have had some similarities: extremes brought on by slight psychosis, bliss at the hands of a "fearless" take-life-by-the-balls approach. I've been all over the world, had incredible adventures, big heart-break, big blessings, not nearly the glamor I thought my life would include, but much of the variety and exploration.
My life TODAY is in the transition out of one of those big moves. I'm on the tail end a divorce and a redefining of who I am and what's important to me. It feels really good to be cool what whatever happens next.
I've got some perfectionism still rearing it's head, some anxiety that surfaces in self-destruction, but I'm probably kinder to myself now than I ever have been. Steadily growing upward to a place of serene peace with self.
I'm grateful this record exists & that the internet offered a place to declare my crazy & let it hang out in vagueries I thought I was wrapping with elegance. Here I am, still making it all sound peachy & artistic. ;)
Oh LJ, how sweet you were when... and how fun you might be to engage with today.
With all love & a whole lot more years,
Cam