it is a new day
hello..been a real long time-
I need to update since i feel like i've completely changed into myself again. No more heart break, no more tears, no more worries, I just kind of threw all the bullshit away and I'm standing here again clear headed. I forgot what my laughter sounded like, but can't seem to stop it's ringing in the past few weeks. There have been a number of things to smile about, namely that I've narrowed down the people in this world that are worth worrying about and amazingly sleep has caught my eye. I don't understand why I get so attached to people, like their lives and their problems encumber mine, but I've finally accepted it as a fault of mine and I've turned a new page to make a sincere effort to separate myself from the problems it creates. I feel free.
I actually don't know what inspired me to even write this pointless entry, maybe the fact that I can't stand my last blog being so disconnected from me now. I think I'm finally emerging from my caccoon and it feels great.
I need to update since i feel like i've completely changed into myself again. No more heart break, no more tears, no more worries, I just kind of threw all the bullshit away and I'm standing here again clear headed. I forgot what my laughter sounded like, but can't seem to stop it's ringing in the past few weeks. There have been a number of things to smile about, namely that I've narrowed down the people in this world that are worth worrying about and amazingly sleep has caught my eye. I don't understand why I get so attached to people, like their lives and their problems encumber mine, but I've finally accepted it as a fault of mine and I've turned a new page to make a sincere effort to separate myself from the problems it creates. I feel free.
I actually don't know what inspired me to even write this pointless entry, maybe the fact that I can't stand my last blog being so disconnected from me now. I think I'm finally emerging from my caccoon and it feels great.