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Hmmm it would appear that I have angered many with my opinions. Let me assure all who read this that I am not intentionally malicious in any way (ask anyone who knows me). I have nothing against any one of my family members at all. I do care for them deeply and when I feel like one of them could be hurt in any way, I become defensive out of love.
I also failed to recognise how many read this as I thought no one did before. No one hardly ever posts to this and I felt as if my words are ignored. This is a journal, which is comprised of my thoughts and feelings, but I again failed to realise that some people who don't know me at all will read this just to be curious about a stranger whom they know nothing about. I am not a saint, but I am human and make mistakes. If you care about someone and you know that they are possibly being decieved (possibly, not definately) wouldn't you feel the way I do? Granted I handled the situation wrong, but as long as it is known that I wasn't being intentionally malicious, then I believe that this obstacle will be surpassed. Maybe I've been hurt so many times that I have lost faith in the fairer sex. This is why I enjoy being single and ultimately alone. I don't know anyways, but this is me. This is the first time in my life that I have really angered people by my actions, and for someone like me who thrives on making others happy, this is killing me.
I also failed to recognise how many read this as I thought no one did before. No one hardly ever posts to this and I felt as if my words are ignored. This is a journal, which is comprised of my thoughts and feelings, but I again failed to realise that some people who don't know me at all will read this just to be curious about a stranger whom they know nothing about. I am not a saint, but I am human and make mistakes. If you care about someone and you know that they are possibly being decieved (possibly, not definately) wouldn't you feel the way I do? Granted I handled the situation wrong, but as long as it is known that I wasn't being intentionally malicious, then I believe that this obstacle will be surpassed. Maybe I've been hurt so many times that I have lost faith in the fairer sex. This is why I enjoy being single and ultimately alone. I don't know anyways, but this is me. This is the first time in my life that I have really angered people by my actions, and for someone like me who thrives on making others happy, this is killing me.