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dear god.
okay. I know I'm not a good person. and that usually I defy you and just generally suck as a human being. But please let her be okay. Please don't take her away from them. I love him so much and I don't think I could handle him being that hurt. I know I haven't given you any reason to listen to me. In fact probably the opposite. But i've always believed that to love and be loved truly, passionately, is worth a million prayers, to live a life in wonder of this beautiful the highest form of worship. She is a good person. And she loves her husband and her boys. Please please please don't take her away.
blessed virgin,
okay you probably don't like me much either. I've been cold and a bitch to my own mom at times but I have always given you reverence and respect. Please. i'm praying for intercession here. She is a mother, you mother of all mothers, please please help me.
anybody who's listening,
look. I know I pretty much suck. I'm proud, arrogant, and occasionallyl pretty damn evil. But if there's any good in me at all it resides in the ones I love. And say what you like, I love them truly, deeply, and passionately. If this comes to pass, seeing them in that much pain will kill me. So please, give me a reason to have faith in the good of the world. Please god let her be okay. please god let her get through this. Don't take this away.
okay. I know I'm not a good person. and that usually I defy you and just generally suck as a human being. But please let her be okay. Please don't take her away from them. I love him so much and I don't think I could handle him being that hurt. I know I haven't given you any reason to listen to me. In fact probably the opposite. But i've always believed that to love and be loved truly, passionately, is worth a million prayers, to live a life in wonder of this beautiful the highest form of worship. She is a good person. And she loves her husband and her boys. Please please please don't take her away.
blessed virgin,
okay you probably don't like me much either. I've been cold and a bitch to my own mom at times but I have always given you reverence and respect. Please. i'm praying for intercession here. She is a mother, you mother of all mothers, please please help me.
anybody who's listening,
look. I know I pretty much suck. I'm proud, arrogant, and occasionallyl pretty damn evil. But if there's any good in me at all it resides in the ones I love. And say what you like, I love them truly, deeply, and passionately. If this comes to pass, seeing them in that much pain will kill me. So please, give me a reason to have faith in the good of the world. Please god let her be okay. please god let her get through this. Don't take this away.