narcissism
i looked up narcissism. i definitely am. so are all of my friends as a group with me included. i think i have the right balance and see nothing wrong with having high standards with people i like to be around. i prefer to be alone than with people who arnt that cool. i dont hate anybody though. also for the first time in my life i feel EXTREMELY positive about my future. i see a small spec of light but am confident that the little ray of hope is all i need to not worry about having a meaningless job.