Oct 05, 2019 19:16
Part of me thinks who am I to think I can do this? There are so many more talented people out there. So many people who have stronger skill sets and more experience. So many people with harder lives who may deserve the spotlight more than me.But I think again the app instagram just has my mind set on these things and my mind wrapped around fame and keeping up with the joneses. You do this because you honestly love it. You want to become better at it because you want to be the best you can be. And you do it because you realize life is boring without drag. I know it can put stress on you but you honestly get a lot of purpose out of it. You also get a lot of play out of it. The world doesn't seem so bad when you get to poke fun at it with drag. And as PrincessJafar said "you get on the subway no two people are wearing the same brand of shoes" there is a market for most artitists. Somewhere out there someone would love to see/have what I create. And like I have always said yes it may have been done before but it hasn't been done the way you'll do it. I just need to remind myself of the real intentions behind why I am getting back into it. And isolating myself from the pressures of social media will help the creative flow. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.